In Deadly Company Book Review

Full disclosure: I was given an electronic advanced reader’s copy of this book from SparkPoint Studio in exchange for an honest review.

I love a good murder mystery. I’m always intrigued by crime, the culprit, and how the narrative plays out. Also, I like dark comedies. The more absurd the situation, the better. Today’s subject In Deadly Company by L.S. Stratton combines these two genres to make a pretty good story with satirizing Hollywood, a relatable protagonist, and a twist that truly came out of nowhere.

In Deadly Company is about a woman’s attempt to process what happened to her boss. A year after organizing a blowout birthday celebration that ended in the death of her nightmarish boss Xander Chambers, Nicole Underwood thought she was setting the record straight by agreeing to consult on a feature film based on her story. However, on the L.A. set, she watches in frustration as executives sideline her experiences through inappropriate casting and frequent and bizarre script changes. Nicole is haunted by the events at that party and visions of her deceased boss. Xander had been unfit to run the company his mother – famed entrepreneur Bridget Chambers – had founded and built to Fortune 500 status until her untimely death in a car accident months prior. After being Bridget’s favorite assistant, Nicole honored her mentor by staying to keep track of Xander and his partying ways. When he wanted her to organize a wild bash, Nicole saw a chance to probe the people closest to the Chambers family and learn if Bridget’s car cash was truly a tragedy. Despite wanting to be the best assistant possible, Nicole couldn’t have foreseen the terrible consequences of her actions.

The novel shifts back and forth from the past and present. The former focuses on what led to the disastrous birthday bash, and the latter highlights the trials and tribulations of Nicole consulting on the movie based on her version of events. Despite how dark it could get, I enjoy its humor as it satirizes Hollywood and how it chooses to adapt true stories. For example, they cast a famous star – a light-skin black woman – to play Nicole in the film, yet they look nothing alike, especially with Nicole being dark-skinned. It’s like casting Zendaya as Quinta Brunson (from Abbott Elementary) in a biopic. Nicole also expresses dismay at the script changes. These border on purely insane through Nicole’s eyes. On the surface, they change what she knows is true, but deeper down, they threaten to expose her carefully crafted narrative.

Although the story is briefly told by two other characters, it’s Nicole’s point of view that readers follow. They will immediately like her because of how relatable she is. She spent years working as Bridget’s assistant. After working for Xander, she wants to get out. After all, Bridget gave her a lot of praise, so she remained loyal to her. I felt for Nicole, especially when she was being triggered by possibly seeing Xander everywhere she went. I would be too if my boss looked and acted like Donald Trump Jr. In many ways, she is the victim of a one-percenter family. At the same time, she is not exactly innocent. This makes for a more interesting read since it makes her actions have more weight. There’s also more understanding as to why she wants to get her side of the story out there.

Of course, I have to mention the twist. It truly did come out of nowhere. At first, I wasn’t sure how it fit into everything prior. However, the more I thought about it, the more the pieces of the puzzle came together. Go read the book to find out.

My only complaint about the book is how rushed the romance was between Nicole and Jeremiah. Jeremiah is a self-described con-man and the boy toy of Anna Chambers – Bridget’s sister. They start off awkward enough at the birthday bash since Nicole gave him a different name the last time they met. In spite of that, they end up spending time with each other before the real tragedy occurs. However, since there was a year between the unfortunate event and when the movie is being made before they meet again, they reunite with no real problems despite the baggage they both carry. And soon after, they are a couple. It would have been better if their romance was more developed with more scenes showing off their chemistry without distracting readers from the main plot.

In Deadly Company by L.S. Stratton is a good murder mystery and dark comedy. While it’s gruesome at times, it can be quite funny, especially when it’s making fun of Hollywood and its treatment of true stories. Nicole is a complicated, but sympathetic character that readers will easily root for even if they don’t agree with all of her actions. Also, what a twist! I would recommend this to people who like the television shows White Lotus and Succession as well as movies like the Knives Out series. In Deadly Company will be out tomorrow, September 2, so go grab it wherever you get your books.

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The File on H. Book Review

Lately, I’ve been trying to read more works by international authors. Earlier this year, I dipped my toes by looking at Sputnik Sweetheart by Haruki Murakami – your favorite author’s favorite author. Recently, I had the chance to read The File on H. by Ismail Kadare – Albania’s leading literary figure. It’s a fine novel with elements that work and aren’t as effective.

Translated from French by David Bellos (which was initially translated from Albanian by Jusuf Vrioni), The File on H. is a satire about two American scholars researching Homer in Albania. In the mid-1930s, two American men voyage to the Albanian highlands, the last remaining nature habitat of the oral epic, with the world’s first tape recorder in hand. Their mission is to discover how Homer could have composed The Iliad and The Odyssey without ever writing them down. Their research puts them in the middle of ethnic strife in the Balkans. It also doesn’t help that they are mistaken as spies by the local government, and as a result, they are placed under surveillance. Research and intrigue move quickly until a Serbian monk threatens to put an end to the project.

I knew about the real-life story that inspired this novel prior to reading it. When I was in college, I took a world history course. In it, I learned about how Homer composed his two masterpieces. What we know about the oral tradition comes from Milman Parry and Albert Lord, who traveled to modern-day Bosnia and Herzegovina in the 1930s to study oral traditional poetry and record native singers performing lengthy epic songs from memory. Because of this research, it became clear that Homer didn’t single-handedly pen The Iliad and The Odyssey. Those stories were most likely passed down from poet to poet verbally.

With all of this being said, I felt underwhelmed by the sections involving Bill and Max – the Irish-American scholars aka the sort-of Parry and Lord stand-ins. Both men were bland outside of their interest in the Homeric question. There are some mentions about Max’s argument with his wife before he left for Albania, but that’s never fleshed out. On the other hand, Bill developing glaucoma was interesting since it leans into the notion that Homer was blind. I like to think that Bill was so invested in hearing the Albanian poets in the highlands (who didn’t always have the best of vision) that losing his own eyesight was a result of his own excessive empathy. The best part of these sections were Bill and Max getting excited about the research they have done and what’s to come. As someone who finds historic resources as a job, that rang true, especially when they go into academic speak. Nonetheless, knowing the real-life story makes this fictional one a bit of a let down.

Additionally, this book is not exactly funny. It is, but it’s less ha-ha funny and more dry. It’s a satire on the Albanian government and their misunderstandings with people that want to help preserve their oral traditions. However, I get the feeling that because it was translated not once, but twice, some things were lost. It would be interesting to read it in Albanian to get the full scope, yet I would have to get around to learning it first. I’ll have to consult pop singer Dua Lipa since she has Albanian heritage.

Despite my grievances on the oral tradition parts, I still enjoyed the book because of the section involving the government officials. Kadare was known to criticize Albania’s communist government, and it shows when he originally published The File on H. in 1981. Many of the officials are narrow-minded and paranoid. The interactions between them and the scholars were amusing. I enjoyed the Governor the most, who rules over the town of N —. He reminded me of Ambassador Trentino in the Marx Brothers movie Duck Soup. I even imagined his dialogue was spoken by Louis Calhern – the actor who played Trentino. My favorite part of these sections was when the Governor reads the report that one of his spies resigned because he…fell asleep on the job briefly.

While I love the Governor, my favorite character was actually Daisy – his wife. She’s so miserable in her marriage that she imagines starting an affair with one of the American scholars. I know that she isn’t the most nuanced character in literature, yet I was drawn to her, especially in her attempts to seduce Bill just for her life to be more interesting during that week.

The File on H. by Ismail Kadare is a decent book. Even though I’m glad that someone used the real-life event of Milman Parry and Albert Lord researching the Homeric question for a fictional story, I wasn’t overly impressed with the execution. The only thing that was interesting about the scholars was how invested they were in the research. On the contrary, I enjoyed the parts involving the Albanian government officials. They were ripe for satire even if reading it in its original language would’ve made it funnier. Despite my issues, I would still recommend it to readers who like satirical stories about the government and Ismail Kadare. I know Dua Lipa would love it. She’s already read his 1970 book The Siege. Although Kadare didn’t quite impress me with The File on H., I still want to read more of his stuff.

Before I go, I want to let everyone know that I will be recording the latest episode of the Adapt Me Podcast very soon. Returning guest Dashiell Silva and I will talk about how we would adapt this novel. Keep an eye out for the link.

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Anywhen Book Review

Full disclosure: I was given a free advance reader copy of this book by Book Publicity Services in exchange for an honest review.

There’s no denying that the Woodstock Music and Art Fair in 1969 was one of the most celebrated music festivals in history. It brought tons of people together to listen to the most popular acts at the time like Joan Baez, Santana, Creedence Clearwater Revival, and Jimi Hendrix. Books and documentaries have covered the three-day festival, but ironically, there’s not a whole lot of fictional stories about it. Even in that small pool, how could a novel about Woodstock stand out? Beth Duke answers this question in her book Anywhen with…time travel! Anywhen is a lovely novel that wholeheartedly embraces the music and historical period, tackles the differences between the past and the future, and contains three-dimensional characters.

Anywhen is about a woman who travels back in 1969 to meet her ancestor that attended Woodstock. Baezy (rhymes with Daisy) was born in 2069, the 100th anniversary of the Woodstock Music and Art Fair. That year, a wave of nostalgia swept through her society. Raised on the sounds of Joan Baez, Santana, and other Woodstock icons, Baezy dreams of experiencing the festival firsthand. When time travel arises in 2101, she jumps at the chance, packing her bell bottom jeans and peasant blouse for the ultimate adventure. But, she has another reason. She wants to surprise her great-great-great grandmother, Kelly Adams. Kelly wasn’t the typical Woodstock attendee. In 1969, she works at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. She’s on the cusp of a groundbreaking career in artificial intelligence, work that would shape the world that Baezy lives in. Her future family reveres in her contributions, yet Baezy is able to meet Kelly before the latter becomes a legend. The moment Baezy arrives, the difference between 1969 and 2101 is astonishing. Woodstock is everything she imagined and more, yet her journey becomes more than the weekend filled with music. She finds herself in life-altering situations that she never would have foreseen. 

Before I go into the review, I have a little connection to Woodstock. My dad tried to go to that festival with his brother/my uncle from Ohio to New York State. Unfortunately, they gave up when they found out about the traffic. I loved how this was referenced in the beginning of the book, when Kelly and her friends were trying to get to where the festival was.

I can see why my dad wanted to go. The festival was intended as a place where everybody could come together and enjoy great music, and Anywhen sells that to a tee. Whenever the characters talk about the next musician who’s going to take the stage or listen to a song being performed, I could feel the excitement and joy radiating through the pages. In addition, Duke clearly did a lot of research with which acts came on during which days, the people who were present as spectators, and what actually went down at Woodstock. My only gripe is that the novel spends a little too much time in 1969. This is weird to say since it’s Woodstock, yet Duke sets up the time travel part right from the beginning. It made me think that there was going to be more of a back and forth between the past and the future.

Speaking of which, I love the world building between the two. In 2101, society eliminated war, hunger, and poverty and developed the best medicine and technology possible. People eat nourishment cubes, have literal spirit animals, and wait until the age of 35 to have their reproduction cycles and to be matched with their soul mates. In 1969, the Vietnam War and sexism raged on, but free love and expression were all around. Since Baezy is from the future, she doesn’t think too much of her society, yet she likes the idea of being matched with their destined partner. However, her thinking and way of doing things gets upended at Woodstock, especially when she loses her nourishment cubes. Despite that, Baezy finds ways to enjoy herself like eating chocolate and falling in love for the first time. I love how this book shows that the future is not always better than the past.

And of course, the best part of the novel was the characters. They were distinct and fleshed out. Baezy is smart, but naive. All she wants to do is to visit her relative who attended Woodstock. Kelly is also intelligent, but she’s stubborn and disinterested. To be fair, when her boss tells her that all she has to look forward to is marriage and having kids, Kelly has a right to be angry, for she’s extremely diligent and dedicated to her work. On top of that, Woodstock is the last place she wants to be. So, when Baezy shows up, Kelly wonders who she is since she talks funny and has limited experiences. This results in a clash between the two. But, my favorite character was Jack Warren. Jack is a math teacher and Kelly’s friend. He’s looking to go to Canada to avoid the draft, but he may have some doubts, especially when he meets Baezy.

Anywhen by Beth Duke is a good book that explores Woodstock through time travel. Duke makes the famous music festival come alive with her words and descriptions even if the novel stayed there for much longer than needed. Additionally, I love how the book explores the ramifications of the future and the past and truly tests which one is better. Plus, the characters were wonderfully defined. I would recommend this book to readers who love reading about time travel, female innovators, and Woodstock. There should be more fiction books about Woodstock, for there is so much to explore with it beyond what’s out now. 

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American Shaolin – Flying Kicks, Buddhist Monks, and the Legend of Iron Crotch: An Odyssey in the New China Book Review

Content warning: this review discusses white privilege and sex.

I’ve read a few travel books so far, but there’s one subgenre that I haven’t looked into until now: the rich white person travelogue. This type usually involves a rich white person (a lot of the time it’s an American or British man), and they go to exotic locations (usually to places in Europe, Africa, and Asia) to discover themselves on the backs of the locals. Normally, I would have issues with this, yet I’ve found a book from 2007 that follows this to a tee and was surprisingly entertaining. That book is called American Shaolin – Flying Kicks, Buddhist Monks, and the Legend of Iron Crotch: An Odyssey in the New China by Matthew Polly.

American Shaolin is a coming-of-age story of one American’s quest to become a kung fu master at China’s legendary Shaolin Temple in the early 1990s. When he was young, Matthew was scrawny and tormented by bullies at school. He dreamed of one day journeying to China to become the toughest fighter like Caine in his favorite TV series Kung Fu. While in college, he decided that the time had come to pursue his dream. Despite the objections from his parents, he dropped out of Princeton to spend two years training with the legendary sect of monks who invented kung fu and Zen Buddhism. When he landed in China, he expected an isolated citadel populated by supernatural ascetics that he’d seen in countless chop-socky films. Instead, he discovered a tacky tourist trap run by Communist party hacks. Nonetheless, the monks still trained in the rigorous age-old fighting forms. As Matthew became more knowledgeable about China and kung fu, he would come to represent Shaolin Temple in challenge matches and international competitions, and ultimately the monks accepted their new American initiative as close to one of their own as any Westerner had ever become.

I was a little worried at first for two reasons. The first reason was that I rarely read nonfiction in bed. The last time I did that with So Anyway by John Cleese, I stayed up for hours. Luckily, I haven’t had that issue for a while. This isn’t a bad thing. I read roughly a chapter a night and sleep afterwards. I can still enjoy it and get plenty of shut-eye. 

The second and final reason was that it’s a rich white guy story of self discovery in an exotic location. Even though he had prior knowledge of China before his trip since he studied its language while at Princeton, he learned more about the country beyond the classroom and kung fu media. One scene that stood out to me was when he was at the rundown hotel, and the clerk was trying to get with him. He handles the situation like any naive foreigner would. 

This brings to mind a strength that American Shaolin has: its humor. Polly as a laowai (foreigner in Chinese) is willing to poke fun at himself as he’s (and not the monks and trainers at the Shaolin Temple) the butt of the joke many times. For example, in the beginning of the book, he asks for directions to the temple, and a police officer and several onlookers give him conflicting answers (p. 26-27). He eventually gets the directions. Later, it took him a while to find out who was elected president of the United States in late 1992. When Polly wanted to know who won the election, a painter at the Wushu Center – the place where Matthew stayed at – kept saying “Bushi Bushi.”

He thought the painter meant “is not, is not” because in Chinese, Bushi translates to “is not.”

However, he didn’t catch the tonal differences until he realized that the painter was actually talking about George H.W. Bush. It wasn’t until later than Polly found out that Bill Clinton was elected (p. 90-91).

Another hilarious part of the book was Polly’s interactions with other laowai training at the Shaolin Temple. One person that he encountered was Mikael – a French guy who had a piano in his room at the Shaolin Kungfu Academy and believed in the sixth race – the next evolution of the human consciousness. He even supposedly recruited Odin, Thor, and Jesus to the project (p. 239-243). It’s sufficient to say that Mikael was a little crazy.

Another aspect that I enjoyed about the book was learning about the culture surrounding the Shaolin Temple, kung fu, and the Chinese state of affairs in the 1990s and 2000s. Polly has a clear respect for the culture and the monks who helped train him. As I mentioned before, the monks are never the butt of the jokes, and he remained close to them. He’s also very informative about kung fu and Sanda (Chinese kickboxing). He writes in accessible terms about how the students train, repeat certain movements several times to get it right, and fight in various competitions. In addition, it was fascinating to learn about China in general and in the wake of Tiananmen Square. Through this book, I learned about certain Chinese insults, how native women had to be careful when with a foreign man before midnight, and how the seeds of the country’s slow embrace of capitalism were sown.

Despite the respect and intrigue about Chinese culture, this book still is about a Westerner, who happens to have lots of resources, finding himself. As I mentioned in another travelogue review by an author who shares the same initials as Matthew Polly – Sir Michael Palin of Monty Python, this isn’t an insult. It’s something that various readers and I have noticed. In fact, Polly’s father was initially reluctant to let his son go to Shaolin Temple, but he relented without speaking to him for a while. However, he calls something Oriental, and he doesn’t treat Chinese women with the respect they deserve. Throughout the book, the things that Polly wants to accomplish are learning to fight back, strengthening his spirituality, and becoming a man. With the last goal, he goes on dates with various Chinese women, but not much is known about them besides his goal to get laid and that they have to be out of the hotel by midnight, or else they being with a foreigner will be seen as prostitution. As a woman, I’m disappointed that he knowingly put them in danger just so he could get screwed. Around the World in 80 Days with Michael Palin has its issues too, but Palin takes the time to get to know the people around him without any ulterior motive. It also helps that Palin was at a different stage of his life than Polly was when traveling; he was married and had three kids. At the same time, it has been decades since that initial trip, so I like to believe that Polly has matured and been more respectful to the opposite gender since.

 American Shaolin – Flying Kicks, Buddhist Monks, and the Legend of Iron Crotch: An Odyssey in the New China by Matthew Polly was an entertaining and informative book despite being one more title in the rich-white-person-going-on-a-self-discovery-journey travel subgenre. Polly treats the culture, the kung fu and Sanda training, and almost everyone with respect, and it was fascinating what China was like at the turn of the millennium. In addition, the humor, especially coming from a naive traveler, was well placed. I would recommend this to those who love reading about martial arts, Chinese history and culture, and journeys that involve self discovery. We all discover various things about ourselves when we least realize it. Some have the means to do that more extravagantly.

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What’s Yours is Mine Book Review

Full disclosure: I was given an advance reader’s copy of this book from SparkPoint Studio in exchange for an honest review.

I spent six years taking dance classes while growing up. I took two years of ballet, jazz, and hip-hop. It was a lot of fun, and I enjoyed every second of it. I didn’t do competitions, which is fine by me. I can only imagine how high the expectations would be and how much I would have to push myself. I was reminded of these things while reading the book What’s Yours is Mine by Jennifer Jabaley. It’s Dance Moms if it was a soap opera in the best way possible with its slow burn pacing and intriguing characters.

What’s Yours is Mine is about two determined friends and their controlling mothers as they gear up for a big dance competition. Valerie Yarnell is a hardworking single mom who would do anything for her daughter, Kate. Kate is a dancer with big dreams, much like her talented best friend, Colette. Despite Valerie’s sacrifices, it’s Colette’s mother, Elsie – a former ballerina – whom Kate adores, and Colette is the sister Kate never had. It’s hard for Valerie not to feel frustrated, ineffectual, and a little jealous of the queen bee of dance moms. Not only has Elsie hijacked Kate, but she is married to the man Valerie pines for. Rivalries then form, and tension mounts. While the girls prepare for an elite dance competition, Kate outshines the more promising Colette onstage, and the pressure is on for Colette to maintain her star status and to keep her mother happy. And then, a violent attack happens up on Colette, which sabotages everything. As ruthless and sinister ambitions are exposed, a media firestorm and an explosive town scandal erupt. Before it’s over, two mothers and two daughters will learn just how fierce and dangerous a rivalry can still get.

Now, I’ve never watched Dance Moms. My main experience with it was through clips from The Soup. Regardless, I still enjoyed reading What’s Yours is Mine because it was compelling to see how the main cast interacted with and tried to sabotage each other. I didn’t need Dance Moms to help me understand the inner workings of the competitive dance world. All forms of entertainment involve some sabotage whether people like it or not.

This novel is a slow burn. Sometimes, readers can be annoyed at this since it can make the story move at a snail’s pace. In this case, it works because the characters are so interesting that I needed to know more of what was going to happen. Plus, when the point of view shifts, the plot still moves along. It goes inside a character’s mindset for a bit before moving on to the next plot point. And, it plays up the melodrama by ending some chapters on a cliffhanger. It made me want to read more despite being at work. 

And of course, I have to talk about the twist. I didn’t see it coming. Even though I had to think about some of the logistics, I was still surprised. Go read the novel to find out.

The story is told through the eyes of Valerie, Colette, and Elise. Valerie is a single mother who works as a nurse. She often thinks that she’s a terrible mom because her daughter Kate barely spends time with her, and she doesn’t get her passion for dance. I felt bad for her since she does so much for the two of them to survive. Also, Kate was a brat at certain points. Another character I felt sorry for was Colette. She’s a terrific dancer and is best friends with Kate. However, her mom Elise pressures her to maintain her star status, even if that means suspecting that Kate is going to usurp her. Throughout the novel, Colette feels that she is going to crack because she wants to dance, yet she wants to maintain her friendship with Kate. I honestly imagined her as former Dance Moms dancer and social media starlette Jojo Siwa because of how she is described in the book. It fits her to a tee.

With all of that being said, my favorite character was Elsie. Even though she’s the most unlikeable person in the book, I was intrigued by how far she was going to go for Colette to succeed. Those feats are literally on soap opera levels. She reminded me of Elena from Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng and Velma Von Tussle from the musical Hairspray with how much they wanted their kids to be successful without actually talking to them about what they really want. Plus, Elise gets a juicy comeuppance. 

What’s Yours is Mine by Jennifer Jabaley is a wonderful fiction book about the cutthroat nature of dance. The way it moves feels like a soap opera with the backstories, how the story unfolds, and how outlandish the situations were. And, the center is the compelling cast of characters. Are all of them likeable? No, but I still enjoyed reading about them. I would recommend it to those who are/were dancers, like to read about the dance world, and/or have watched Dance Moms. What’s Yours is Mine will be out tomorrow, August 5, so go grab it wherever you get your books.

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Adapt Me Podcast – The Last Word

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The latest episode of the Adapt Me Podcast is up right now. In it, returning guest and Goodreads reviewer Cheyne Nomura and I discuss how we would adapt The Last Word by Taylor Adams into a low-budget horror/thriller movie. We talk about how an adaptation of this kind of book doesn’t need bells and whistles and all the times we gave our own one-star reviews. Check it out at this link!

In the meantime, I have a review of the book itself, so check that out too!

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The Last Word Book Review

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Content warning: this review discusses stalking and animal abuse.

Have you ever left a one-star review of a book and got into an argument with its author? I’m sure some reviewers secretly have that fear when writing their critiques. After all, they are entitled to their opinions. At the same time, they wrote theirs for the public to see. But what if the writer takes it too far? This premise is the basis for the novel The Last Word by Taylor Adams. I came for the concept, and I left with lasting memories about its insanity and memorable main character. Needless to say, I loved it.

The Last Word is about a woman who posts a negative review of a book whose author may or may not be seeking revenge. Emma Carpenter lives with her English Cream Golden Retriever Laika in an old, isolated beachfront home in Washington state. Her only human contacts are her enigmatic neighbor Deek whom she plays remote Hangman with, and (via-text) the house owner, Jules. One day, she reads a poorly written, but gruesome horror book written by H.G. Kane and posts an one-star review of it. This drags her into an online argument with the author himself. Soon after, disturbing incidents begin to occur at night. To Emma, this can’t be a coincidence. It was one thing for the author to bicker with her about her review, but could he be stalking her too? As she digs into Kane’s life and work, she discovers that he’s published 16 other novels, all of them involving sadistic tales of stalking and murder. Yet, who is he? How did he find her? What is he capable of?

This premise had me intrigued the moment I read the blurb. Not only was it compelling, but I also had a similar experience with an author online. Last year, I posted a review of a book on Amazon. I had notified him about this, but he told me that I was spoiling too much of his novel. Unless I edited those parts out, he wanted me to take it down. I tweaked it as much as I could, but it wasn’t enough. In addition, he didn’t like that my review was going to be the first one that people will see on that website because of the spoilers and that I gave it four stars. We had a back-and-forth, in which he told me how to do my job. Afterwards, I alerted the marketing person who recommended that author to me about the situation. Oh, and this all happened while I was vacationing in Wisconsin. After reading The Last Word, it made me thankful that he didn’t stalk me.

The book features excerpts from Kane’s novel, and it was certainly gruesome and somewhat poorly written. If I were in Emma’s shoes and read a title like that, I would have done the same thing and posted a one-star review. It also features a unique way of showing the author/antagonist’s inner monologue. Both the book Emma reads and the one Kane is supposedly writing are in fonts that are different from the main story. It truly highlights who’s thinking at a certain moment.

In addition to the plot itself, I love how it’s fast-paced and full of twists and turns. Every second I was wondering what was going to happen with Emma. Will she make it out or not? Even when things seemed like they were over, another obstacle would come as a surprise, especially towards the end. I have to warn certain readers that something horrible happens to the dog at one point.

While the best part of The Last Word is the premise, another memorable aspect is the main character. Emma is originally from Utah, but she housesits in Washington State to get away from a personal tragedy. Seeing her arc from bottling up her emotions to holding nothing back was exhilarating. In addition, she gets to do some pretty cool stunts like climbing up the laundry shute while trying to outwit her adversary. Readers, don’t try that at home.

The Last Word by Taylor Adams is an exciting mystery thriller. The protagonist is one that readers would want to root for the moment they meet her. On top of that, the entire premise is fantastic because it leans into something reviewers might be afraid of. Luckily, most will never get stalked by the author in question. I would recommend this novel for anybody who loves mystery thrillers, especially those who write book reviews. 

Before I go, I want to let everyone know that I have recorded the latest episode of the Adapt Me Podcast. Goodreads reviewer and frequent guest Cheyne Nomura and I talk about how we would adapt this novel into a low-budget thriller/horror movie. Keep an eye out for the link.

Pick up a copy to see who gets the last word.

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The Power of Scars: My Journey from Refugee to CEO Book Review

Full disclosure: I was given a free advance reader copy of this book by Sasha Stolz Publicity in exchange for an honest review.

Resilience is a mighty attribute. It helps people to power through struggles and learn from them. Many books I’ve read were by people who had that resilience and lived to tell the tale. President and CEO of Compute Ontario Nizar Ladak is one of them. His memoir The Power of Scars: My Journey from Refugee to CEO tells powerful stories about how he became resilient and how readers can too.

The Power of Scars: My Journey from Refugee to CEO is a tale that bridges the gap between Ladak’s harrowing experiences as a refugee fleeing Uganda and his remarkable success as a corporate leader. It offers a unique perspective by intertwining Ladak’s personal story with leadership insight and academic research, demonstrating how resilience developed in the face of racial and social struggles can be a powerful tool for success. From the trauma of being displaced, the challenges of building a new life in Toronto, and losing his job at Health Quality Ontario, Ladak shares his story while offering readers practical guidance on overcoming adversity. While scars can be lasting, they don’t have to define one’s future.

If I had a nickel every time I read a memoir written by a Canadian CEO, I would have a dime, which is weird because it’s already happened twice. The other book that I reviewed back in April was Through the Glass Ceiling: Reflections on Feminism from the C-Suite by Sheelagh Whittaker. In both cases, I had no idea who each of them were, which made the reads more interesting. 

The Power of Scars’s framing device is how to build up resilience. The memoir is divided up into six conditions: Learning from the Past, Have Purpose in Life, Stay Hopeful & Persevere, Get Connected, Take Care of Yourself, and Take Action. In each of these segments, Ladak discusses personal stories that relate to the step in question. Afterwards, he provides academic research to back up his claims. He then ends each chapter with a lesson, which nicely sums up what was conveyed.

Readers might be concerned by how preachy it could be, but honestly, I didn’t feel that way at all. Ladak is a personable writer. He’s aware of his strengths and weaknesses as well as the realities of life. This is best exemplified in his preface, when he’s discussing his reasons for writing his memoir. In it, he mentions, “Having read hundreds of books on leadership, I found there are few books about leadership written by everyday people” (p. xiii).

Ladak uses the example of Steve Jobs in his Stanford graduation address to drive home that point. Although he finds encouraging graduates to “do what you love” inspirational, many people can’t because of their personal and financial circumstances (p. xiv).

The strongest aspect of The Power of Scars are Ladak’s personal stories. Each is a clear reflection on how he was able to build resilience. One of my favorites was how he dealt with being fired from the company that he helped build. To add insult to injury, he was the interim CEO before another man took over the position. Nizar had every right to feel confused and ungrateful. Nevertheless, instead of dwelling on those emotions, he soldiered on by trying to find another job and piecing together the current CEO’s motivations (p.167-214). And then, there’s the story of how he and his family left Uganda after being forced out by the government. That takes the crown as the most harrowing tale I’ve ever read for this website. I thought that someone was going to die until I realized, “Oh wait! He lived to tell the story!”

Ladak has every right to write a book about building resilience after experiencing that life or death situation while he was a small child.

The Power of Scars: My Journey from Refugee to CEO by Nizar Ladak is a strong and relatable memoir. While he has extraordinary circumstances that make this a great read, the way that he tells his stories makes it worth it for everyday readers. Also, he has some great advice on how to become resilient. I would recommend this to people looking to strengthen their resilience as a way to develop their leadership skills and/or for personal growth. The Power of Scars: My Journey from Refugee to CEO is out tomorrow, July 22, so grab it wherever you get your books.

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Guidance from the Universe: Hopeful Messages for Everyday Challenges Book Review

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Full disclosure: I was given a free copy of this book by the author in exchange for an honest review.

I’ve read plenty of self-help books over the years, and they have been good. I may not always reread them, but I take away at least one thing from each. With today’s book Guidance from the Universe: Hopeful Messages for Everyday Challenges by Jill Amy Sager, it was different. It uses Tarot cards to provide advice on how to deal with life and everyday obstacles. But more importantly, it spoke to me because of its simple, but effective structure and how open and honest the author was with her experiences.

Guidance from the Universe: Hopeful Messages for Everyday Challenges is a self-help memoir of how the author achieved enlightenment and self-acceptance through Tarot readings. Jill grew up physically disabled and felt unloveable. However, after she discovered Tarot cards, she unexpectedly channeled wisdom from a sage source that she calls “Guidance.” This allowed her to transform into a confident woman who felt comfortable in her own skin. She shares 30 insightful messages from “Guidance” alongside personal stories that showcase how those teachings have improved her life and it can with others.

I never dabbled in Tarot cards, but I have a friend who loves them. When we were on our spring break in Boston during our senior year of college, we stumbled upon a Tarot card shop. She was elated, while I was more muted. I didn’t fully understand what made them special outside of fortune telling. As a result, I wasn’t expecting to get much out of this book. However, I found myself enjoying it, and it gave me better comprehension on what Tarot cards actually are. It’s not just predicting the future. They help guide people through various challenges.

Sager made this possible with the simply structure and her personable writing. Each chapter is about a different topic like Awareness, Anger, Choice, Shame, etc. It starts off with what “Guidance” says about it initially. Then, it transitions into a personal story that involves that subject and how “Guidance’s” message helped her to rethink it. At the end, Sager provides a set of questions that assists readers in their own spiritual journey. Theoretically, the chapters could be read in any order, or people could look at any one depending on what they’re dealing with. It’s truly up to the reader.

I ended up perusing the entire memoir because of how open and honest Sager was. She grew up with a shorter leg, but after a series of surgeries that failed to fix that problem, she became more insecure about her body. In addition, she had a fraught relationship with her mother, whom she portrays as cold and unattentive. This, in turn, sadly informed future relationships, in which she didn’t treat her partners well. While Sager shares plenty of stories, two common threads involve her disability and her mother. This hit me because I’m neurodivergent, and my mom and I didn’t always see eye to eye while I was growing up. I wanted to know how she was able to accept her physical issues and forgive her mother. 

Of all the self-help books I’ve read, this is my personal favorite. I liked The Indispensable Element: Six Keys to Lead Yourself to Success in Your Life, Work, and Relationships by Micah E. Huggins, Esq. However, it had a little too much of a religious tone for me. Guidance From the Universe is more spiritual, which allows people from all religions to enjoy it. Meanwhile, I was fascinated by how NeuroMastery: Retraining Your Brain to Conquer Anxiety, Fear, and Panic Attacks by Ugochukwu Uche MS., LPC used biology to lessen anxiety and panic attacks, but it was too repetitive and didn’t acknowledge situations in which trauma has been with people for their entire life. Although Sager certainly repeats herself quite a lot, she’s able to phrase her points in different ways, so it still feels fresh. I was also intrigued by how she has dealt with a lifelong disability. Additionally, as much as I love Forget the Fairy Tale and Find Your Happiness by Deb Miller, my main takeaway was the Disney Princess analogies (to be fair, that’s the point). And yes, I adore Big Love by Bari Beckett, yet I have to be in a certain mood to reread it. With Guidance From the Universe, I feel that I can look at it any time and take away a lot. 

Guidance from the Universe: Hopeful Messages for Everyday Challenges by Jill Amy Sager is as of now my favorite self-help book. I wasn’t expecting much when I first came across this memoir, yet I’m glad I read it. I loved how honest she was with her disability, relationships, and all of the choices she made even if it didn’t make her look good. I admired how “Guidance” gave her strength and awareness to analyze her feelings and take actions that aid in her healing. To quote Goodreads reviewer ♡︎.ᐟજ⁀➴ Erie, I would recommend it to “anyone seeking daily encouragement and insight, readers drawn to spiritual and intuitive wisdom, [and] those navigating life changes and personal growth.”

Go grab it wherever you get your books.

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Such Good People Book Review

Full disclosure: I was given a free advance reader copy of this book by Sparkpoint Studio in exchange for an honest review.

In all my years of reviewing books, there’s one storyline that I’ve never talked about: the bad-things-happen-to-good-people plot. It’s exactly what readers think it is. These kinds of tales can be predictable in their story beats and outcome. However, if the characters and their situations are compelling enough, then readers will remain interested in seeing how it unfolds. Today’s novel Such Good People by Amy Blumenfeld does this kind of story well, especially with the environments and characters, even though the ending felt rushed.

Such Good People is about the ripple effect of a split-second decision to save a friend. On a Thursday night during her spring semester of her freshman year of college, April is standing at the back of a Manhattan bar, waiting for her friend Rudy to arrive. Their eyes lock when he arrives. In a moment, lives are changed forever. Within hours, Rudy is arrested. Within days, April is expelled. Within weeks, he’s put in prison. Within months, she meets Peter, a prodigious young lawyer who makes her world whole again. About 15 years later, April is married to Peter, has three children, and works a fulfilling career. On the eve of Peter’s election to local office, Rudy is up for parole. Headlines about April’s past explode and jeopardize Peter’s campaign and everything they hold dear. She is faced with an impossible task: protect the life she created, or the person who sacrificed everything to make that life possible. 

I love how Blumenfeld describes the environments in this story. I could imagine the townhouse April and her parents lived in Brooklyn as small, but warm with red walls. This is easily why Rudy always feels welcomed and develops his relationship with that family, and it sharply contrasts with the prison he’s in. Additionally, the condo where April, Peter, and their kids live is painted as white and overlooks the Chicago skyline. It’s a far cry from where she grew up with how prestigious and delicate it is, but it’s still a loving place. Also, it reflects the precarious nature of their stances, especially with Rudy’s situation.

The author’s also fantastic with character development. I love how she takes her time in establishing the relationship between April and Rudy as well as their families. It helped to show how much each means to the other. In addition, each character has their own blurred lines when it comes to the inciting incident. Rudy may or may not have done some things, and the same goes with April. Certain readers might yell at the latter for her actions, yet I understood where she was coming from even though I didn’t agree with them at all. Even April and Peter’s marriage is jeopardized because of the incident. Plus, there’s even a bit of a redemptive arc for one of the supporting characters, which was nice to see. It all made me excited and nervous to see how everything was going to get resolved.

The issue that holds it back from being truly great is how rushed the ending was. It had a beautiful setup, especially how the flashback is fleshed out during the first half of the novel, and it continues to build until the climax. I wanted to know what was going to happen, and then, the finale was a thud. Everything in the third act was resolved fairly quickly. I was particularly curious to know more about how Rudy was able to readjust after being in prison for so long and how he was going to move from April. Instead, things happened in a way that made me say, “Oh. Ok.”

I wanted Blumenfeld to flesh out the end in the same way she did for the first two acts. It may have resulted in a longer book, but it would have been more satisfying.

Such Good People by Amy Blumenfeld is a really good novel about the grey area surrounding the crime supposedly committed. The author takes plenty of time establishing locations and three-dimensional characters who try to be such good people despite the circumstances. Unfortunately, the ending felt like it needed to resolve everything all at once instead of letting it unfold naturally. Despite that problem, I would recommend it to readers who like books about injustice and morally grey characters like Atonement by Ian McEwan and To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee. Such Good People comes out tomorrow, July 8, so grab it wherever you get your books.

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